Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Stop.

I wish I could have stage IIIC ovarian cancer and not my mom. I wish my mom was happy. I hate seeing her this way. It isn't fair. I can't help her. It doesn't work.

No child should see what I have seen with my mom.

No one deserves her pain. No one deserves to see her pain.

I just want her to be my mommy. Not my mommy with cancer, fear, and sadness.

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